A Spiritual Biography
of Savitri
12: A Downward Look
Then suddenly there came a downward
look
As if a sea exploring its own
depths;
A living Oneness widened at its
core
And joined him to unnumbered
multitudes.
A Bliss, a Light, a Power, a
flame-white Love
Caught all into a sole immense
embrace;
Existence found its truth on
Oneness' breast
And each became the self and space
of all.
The great world-rhythms were
heart-beats of one Soul,
To feel was a flame-discovery of
God,
All mind was a single harp of many
strings,
All life a song of many meeting
lives;
For worlds were many, but the Self
was one.
This knowledge was now made a
cosmos' seed:
This seed was cased in the safety
of the Light,
It needed not a sheath of
Ignorance.
Then from the trance of that tremendous
clasp
And from the throbbings of that
single Heart
And from the naked Spirit's victory
A new and marvellous creation rose.
Incalculable outflowing infinitudes
Laughing out an unmeasured
happiness
Lived their innumerable unity;
Worlds where the being is unbound
and wide
Bodied unthinkably the egoless
Self.
Rapture of beatific energies
Joined Time to the Timeless, poles
of a single joy;
White vasts were seen where all is
wrapped in all.
There were no contraries, no
sundered parts,
All by spiritual links were joined
to all
And bound indissolubly to the One:
Each was unique but took all lives
as its own,
And, following out these tones of
the Infinite,
Recognised in himself the universe.
A splendid centre of infinity's
whirl
Pushed to its zenith's height, its
last expanse,
Felt the divinity of its own
self-bliss
Repeated in its numberless other
selves.
It took up tirelessly into its
scope
Persons and figures of the
Impersonal,
As if prolonging in a celestial
count,
In a rapturous multiplication's sum,
The recurring decimals of eternity.
None was apart, none lived for
himself alone,
Each lived for God in him and God
in all,
Each soleness inexpressibly held
the whole.
There Oneness was not tied to
monotone;
It showed a thousand aspects of
itself,
Its luminous immutable stability
Upbore on a changeless ground for
ever safe,
Compelled to a spontaneous
servitude,
The ever-changing incalculable
steps,
The seeming-reckless dance's subtle
plan
Of immense world-forces in their
perfect play.
Appearance looked back to its
hidden truth
And made of difference oneness'
smiling play;
It made all persons fractions of
the Unique,
Yet all were being's secret
integers.
All struggle was turned to a sweet
strife of love
In the harmonised circle of a sure
embrace.
Identity's reconciling happiness
gave
A rich security to difference.
On a meeting line of hazardous
extremes
The Game of games was played to its
breaking point,
Where through self-finding by
divine self-loss
There leaps out unity's supreme
delight
Whose blissful undivided sweetness
feels
A commonality of the Absolute.
There was no sob of suffering
anywhere;
Experience ran from point to point
of joy:
Bliss was the pure undying truth of
things.
Savitri,
pp.322-24