A Spiritual Biography of Savitri

12: A Downward Look

 

Then suddenly there came a downward look

As if a sea exploring its own depths;

A living Oneness widened at its core

And joined him to unnumbered multitudes.

 

A Bliss, a Light, a Power, a flame-white Love

Caught all into a sole immense embrace;

Existence found its truth on Oneness' breast

And each became the self and space of all.

 

The great world-rhythms were heart-beats of one Soul,

To feel was a flame-discovery of God,

All mind was a single harp of many strings,

All life a song of many meeting lives;

For worlds were many, but the Self was one.

 

This knowledge was now made a cosmos' seed:

This seed was cased in the safety of the Light,

It needed not a sheath of Ignorance.

 

Then from the trance of that tremendous clasp

And from the throbbings of that single Heart

And from the naked Spirit's victory

A new and marvellous creation rose.

 

Incalculable outflowing infinitudes

Laughing out an unmeasured happiness

Lived their innumerable unity;

Worlds where the being is unbound and wide

Bodied unthinkably the egoless Self.

 

Rapture of beatific energies

Joined Time to the Timeless, poles of a single joy;

White vasts were seen where all is wrapped in all.

 

There were no contraries, no sundered parts,

All by spiritual links were joined to all

And bound indissolubly to the One:

Each was unique but took all lives as its own,

And, following out these tones of the Infinite,

Recognised in himself the universe.

 

A splendid centre of infinity's whirl

Pushed to its zenith's height, its last expanse,

Felt the divinity of its own self-bliss

Repeated in its numberless other selves.

 

It took up tirelessly into its scope

Persons and figures of the Impersonal,

As if prolonging in a celestial count,

In a rapturous multiplication's sum,

The recurring decimals of eternity.


None was apart, none lived for himself alone,

Each lived for God in him and God in all,

Each soleness inexpressibly held the whole.

 

There Oneness was not tied to monotone;

It showed a thousand aspects of itself,

Its luminous immutable stability

Upbore on a changeless ground for ever safe,

Compelled to a spontaneous servitude,

The ever-changing incalculable steps,

The seeming-reckless dance's subtle plan

Of immense world-forces in their perfect play.

 

Appearance looked back to its hidden truth

And made of difference oneness' smiling play;

It made all persons fractions of the Unique,

Yet all were being's secret integers.

 

All struggle was turned to a sweet strife of love

In the harmonised circle of a sure embrace.

 

Identity's reconciling happiness gave

A rich security to difference.

 

On a meeting line of hazardous extremes

The Game of games was played to its breaking point,

Where through self-finding by divine self-loss

There leaps out unity's supreme delight

Whose blissful undivided sweetness feels

A commonality of the Absolute.

 

There was no sob of suffering anywhere;

Experience ran from point to point of joy:

Bliss was the pure undying truth of things.

 

Savitri, pp.322-24