A Spiritual Biography of Savitri

10: Across the Silence of the Ultimate Calm

 

Even while he stood on being's naked edge

And all the passion and seeking of his soul

Faced their extinction in some featureless Vast,

The Presence he yearned for suddenly drew close.

 

Across the silence of the ultimate Calm,

Out of a marvellous Transcendence' core,

A body of wonder and translucency

As if a sweet mystic summary of her self

Escaping into the original Bliss

Had come enlarged out of eternity,

Someone came infinite and absolute.

 

A being of wisdom, power and delight,

Even as a mother draws her child to her arms,

Took to her breast Nature and world and soul.

 

Abolishing the signless emptiness,

Breaking the vacancy and voiceless hush,

Piercing the limitless Unknowable,

Into the liberty of the motionless depths

A beautiful and felicitous lustre stole.

 

The Power, the Light, the Bliss no word can speak

Imaged itself in a surprising beam

And built a golden passage to his heart

Touching through him all longing sentient things.

 

A moment's sweetness of the All-Beautiful

Cancelled the vanity of the cosmic whirl.

 

A Nature throbbing with a Heart divine

Was felt in the unconscious universe;

It made the breath a happy mystery.

 

A love that bore the cross of pain with joy

Eudaemonised the sorrow of the world,

Made happy the weight of long unending Time,

The secret caught of God's felicity.

 

Affirming in life a hidden ecstasy

It held the spirit to its miraculous course;

Carrying immortal values to the hours

It justified the labour of the suns.

 

For one was there supreme behind the God.

 

A Mother Might brooded upon the world;

A Consciousness revealed its marvellous front

Transcending all that is, denying none:

Imperishable above our fallen heads

He felt a rapturous and unstumbling Force.

 

The undying Truth appeared, the enduring Power

Of all that here is made and then destroyed,

The Mother of all godheads and all strengths

Who, mediatrix, binds earth to the Supreme.

 

The Enigma ceased that rules our nature's night,

The covering Nescience was unmasked and slain;

Its mind of error was stripped off from things

And the dull moods of its perverting will.

 

Illumined by her all-seeing identity

Knowledge and Ignorance could strive no more;

No longer could the titan Opposites,

Antagonist poles of the world's artifice,

Impose the illusion of their twofold screen

Throwing their figures between us and her.

 

 

Savitri, pp. 312-13